The Worst Thing About Depression 

it takes away motivation
to wake up in the morning
to open your eyes when you’re awake
to get out of bed when eyes are open
to bathe when you’re out of bed
to turn off the shower when youre bathing
to find clothes when youre done
to eat something when you’re dressed
to not go back to bed once youve eaten enough to survive

 

It takes away the motivation
to talk to people or to see them
to go out of your house or even turn the light on inside
to pursue a dream or even just complete the daily chores
to love to help to ask for help
or to put a comma between them

 

the worst thing about depression is that you become a silent spectator in your own life

 

you watch yourself from a distance live through each day and silently hope youre the only one watching

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One Comment Add yours

  1. darth elmo says:

    Have you seen a performance of the spoken word poem, “Anxiety :A ghost story” on YouTube ? You should, in case you’ve not.

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